MY FIRST FAILURE

 

My first failure

 

It’s usually not considered a pretty good day if you have experienced any sort of failure but unlike any other day it brings certain questions with itself such as: Am I capable enough? , How can I fail? These bullets creates a hole of dilemma in our mind questioning our self believe, abilities and intelligence gradually building up with it are the known killers “STRESS”,”ANXIETY” and “DISBELIEF”

What’s next? Everybody has experienced and have come across the word failure in their lifetime, some in the early stages of life while others much late. If you are reading this and have ever failed don’t worry, we are same and for those who haven’t, you will sooner or later. I wrote this piece just before my results are about to come because I am pretty unsure what will happen tomorrow, what score will I get? My anxiety had consumed my brain and it’s disheartening.

We have seen plethora of motivational videos but trust me nothing helps so let’s put some light on my story of failure and then we will discuss about yours as well. Let me take you a couple of months back when I started my preparation, everything was pretty decent and things were coming in handy and life was going smooth but little did I knew something bad was approaching. You try to work really hard in order to get pass your exam expecting you will get a higher score…..6 months of practice, determination, dedication and hard work and what I got in return was disappointment and stress. I failed, it’s been quite a stressful week but will try to regain some confidence and give it another shot. Life is full of failures but all we need is a ray of hope and little courage to stand up and look forward for the upcoming opportunities.